So this is Love.

Since K and I have been falling more and more in love it feels to me as if we're exploring our boyfriend and girlfriend side rather than our Dom/sub side. I have absolutely no reason to complain, it's an observation I made and I don't want things to remain stagnant for too long, for us to forget our goals and stop training. Luckily at this point I've developed enough passion in my submission to take matters into my own hands, while still going by K's preferences of course. I'm training myself, improving my thought processes, and thinking of all the ways I can remain active in my self-improvement process. Lately I have been giving some of my free time to other things like computer games and manga, since I feel I hardly have time for those but I also love browsing other submissive blogs. They really help me get a feel about what I should write about and how.

I've been working on my writing, remaining conscious about the way I use diction and syntax. A LOT of my practice writing articles for at least half a year has bled into my English class writings and I'm VERY grateful for that. Editing can be a pain the ass but it ends up being so worth it in the end.

Yesterday, it did take some effort to stick to the "no play before work" rule. I had an essay I needed to revise and I REALLY didn't want to do it. But I knew I had to do that before I could do anything fun. After I completed my morning routine, I laid in bed, trying to come up with the motivation to go do it. At first I used NLP to help with the way I looked at it....... And then I began to think of K. I thought of how much I loved and appreciated Him, and I instantly sat up and began revising my essay.

I'm just so lucky to be in this situation. I look back on when I didn't have anyone and felt rather lonely and lost. If I didn't have K, I wouldn't have this kind of motivation, so it kind of feels like I'm cheating. But K insists to use that and to cherish and be grateful for it. Which I do with all my heart.

Now I am off to go listen to some hypnotism files as I snuggle against K. <3 Just like these two. :P

Source: http://www.stuff.co.nz/life-style/cutestuff/cutestuff-photos/3340313/Cat-breastfeeds-squirrel