Puppy Play

 During the evening sometime last week, K and I fulfilled a fantasy that's been percolating in the recesses of my mind for at least 5 months now. K knew that I was interested in being tied up like a dog, so when I timidly asked to be bound, he proceeded to do just that. He told me to take out the studded brown leather collar, the one we bought together at a pet shop. I love it when that collar comes out, it makes me feel like I'm more His. I promptly grabbed that and went on to the bed at His direction with my clothes still on. He adjusted my body as I did my best to answer to the commands His hands were making. I found myself in that special position, and I knew what was coming, eagerly awaiting the bonds I was soon going to be in. After He tied my wrists to my shoulders and ankles to thighs, I soon found myself with only my elbows and knees on the ground. 

After checking to see that I was comfortable enough, He asked me to walk around on His bed a bit. I kept tripping up, and so came to edge, head up, asking with my eyes if I could be brought down to the floor. I felt like a puppy discovering a step for the first time. It was new to be so helpless that K had to pick me up and set me down on the floor. After adjusting the collar a little bit, He gently led me around with the rope that was tied to the collar on my neck. As I walked like a newborn foal, it was difficult for me to judge His movements to know where he wanted me to go.  I want to do a little more training in that area. I very much wish we could walk out into the park like that, with a bone, gag, or muzzle in my mouth, and perhaps even be forced to pee in public. (I'm quite the exhibitionist.)

....He then told me to sit. I was unsure of how to do this, but eventually I simply leaned back onto my hips, and found myself feeling very much like a dog at that point, with my hands up by my chest. However, once His dick came out, I became His bound submissive again, and I instantly locked onto it as I always do. It was satisfying to feel even more helpless, as all I could do was move my head, without my hands to aid me. After His dick had been lubed by my mouth, he turned me around, pulled my pants down as far as they would go with the bonds still on, and fucked me in my pussy and then in my ass. There's something really satisfying about being bound in a new/awkward position while being fucked that I can't quite seem to describe. It was honestly fun to be on my hands and knees like that. I felt adventurous. I got into a really good headspace afterwards, not caring that my holes hurt from being used. I hope to do this again to experience these new feelings of vulnerability even more.

[I want to take a moment to clarify that I don't sexualize the feelings of being a dog or any other animal, it's more of a mental experiment for me to become more attached to my Dom in other ways.  It's just that I happened to be bound at that point, and when the option for me to be fucked is so readily available, why not?]