Despite all of my short comings lately, I've been falling more and more in love with K as I fall deeper into my submissive passion. I also realized that writing, listening to hypno, and reading other blogs really keep me in this comfortable, kept state inside myself, knowing that I'm K's. It's a great feeling. And I never want it to leave, it's what I've been craving for so long, and heck, it doesn't even have to have a label. It's just, I love K so much that I'm willing to do anything for Him, and I want to give myself to Him, and submit all power to Him. That's all it is. Everything that comes afterwards is a side affect of my attachment. <3
Another thing I've realized is that music has a LOT to do with influencing my emotions. It's what brought me into a lot of the other mindsets I've always developed, and I should utilize it . It has similar effects to NLP, as I try to find the personal meaning within the lyrics, and then the music sweeps me in.
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