Now What?

So, I've achieved the goals I first wanted to get out of the way. I wasn't quite so aware of what I was working towards when I started, but I knew I wanted to stop forgetting and become more intelligent so I could please K better. Now I'm thinking actively most of the time and I'm so glad K notices it; it's one of the many aspects that have brought us so close to each other after one year. But now I'm thinking, now what? I can think, I don't forget, I obtain good looks and hygiene, what more is there to do now? And I realize that the purpose of accomplishing that is to please K even more.

One thought I've noticed come up is, "I've accomplished this goal, now I can relax, phew!" Although that's typically my habit, I realize thinking that is actually the worst thing I can do. That single thought has the potential to unravel all the year's worth of hard work I've done, and encourages the lazy mindset I have worked so hard to be rid of. I'm glad I'm sitting myself down seriously now and getting it through my head that the only answer is to continue working hard like I always have - that's what gets results. A lot of my submission also involves self-improvement and there's no limit to that.  I'm very much feeling like I legitimately desire to be the person and submissive I want to be, that familiar feeling I've always had where I've decided to start working hard again, but would always abandon because my lazy self didn't find the gain worth the hard work.

What can I work on? It's important to consider my goals, with the end result in mind. I want to continue to hone my new ability to help K when He needs information or assistance, doing it more and more until I can beat Him to the punch. I want to work on my cooking and homemaking skills to make Him delicious food. I want to work on my writing skills so that they reach a professional level, increasing my vocabulary and improving my style by reading books and other blogs.  There are so many opportunities, and each week I want to make it my goal to work on some special skill so that I can impress Him with each new skill I learn. My love for Him is growing to new heights and is finally becoming a deep motivating factor for me, another one of the goals I had in the beginning. ^_^